Uh... I'm going crazy.

Uh... I'm going crazy.

Soooo... I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on the 31st. Haven't been on meds for several years now. But, I really need to be.

In a way, I'm looking forward to going because I've been going NUTS lately.

I rarely leave my apartment.

When I do go out, I'm not alone.

I have *one* friend that I get to see in person.

I've always been the type to go where I want, when I want. New cities, out into the boonies, cross-country driving - I've done it all, by myself, no problem.

But I can't handle crowds (that's not new). And moving to an urban area has ensured that I just don't want to go out. Too many people. Too much noise. Too much visual and audio stimulation. It drives me nuts if I can't tune it out. It's overwhelming, to say the least.

::sigh::

Bi-polar, PTSD, anxiety, and I'm suspecting Sensory Integration Dysfunction. That'd explain some of the problems I'm having with sights and sounds...

And it's STILL bloody raining.

One week from today...